This Recovery has been a fight from the beginning.
A fight within me.
The fight is really a transformation,
And no transformation occurs without suffering.
I was told once by my therapist that a change in values only occurs after someone goes through a painful time.
What I value as important has certainly morphed.
I am at the stage now where Recovery is a surrender, not a fight.
A surrender to the movement of the universe.
To my capacity to gain Love and Compassion for me