This Recovery has been a fight from the beginning.

A fight within me.

The fight is really a transformation,

And no transformation occurs without suffering.

I was told once by my therapist that a change in values only occurs after someone goes through a painful time.

What I value as important has certainly morphed.

I am at the stage now where Recovery is a surrender, not a fight.

A surrender to the movement of the universe.

To my capacity to gain Love and Compassion for me

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